That sucks that meds don't work for you. I've been off my depression meds before and know how hard it is to cope.

How many meds have you tried? I've been on seven different ones before finding this combo that seems to be working for me.

What happens when you take meds for depression? I've never known anyone who has had a really bad reaction to them in general.

Do you use light therapy? Especially in the winter? It's supposed to be really good at helping with seasonal affective disorder.